Missing Something ...

You know sometimes when you know that you have something but you just cant attain it right now. Well i feel that way right about now and its frustrating me. Something very essential and important to me, isnt close to my presence right now and I hate that i must wait longer and longer until that most desirable time comes. I know ill get thru it but im just a lil mad that it has to happen its pissing me off, and i feel like i need a punching bag to release my anger a little bit. I know this "wait" will be all worth it but why must i wait smh. Like damn just throw me a bone over here man shit, I been holding this in a lil while and I mean what can i do but just let it out. I swear im going to make up for every moment missed so hopefully i be good till that time comes but right now im a lil sad, just tring to let it pass but it has become unbearable so i just had to let the keyboard make noise. Hopefully before I go to sleep, I feel alot better and blah blah blah, cuz it looks like it is setting up a bad day but ill try to stay away from it so yea. Im out. KF.